I started MM on december 26th but after a month i got weight restored to the lowest point of healthy BMI. After I reached that I have convinced myself that I can stay at this weight & eat at hunger cues now, but my hunger cues only drive me to about 1200 calories. I know this is so wrong but whenever I do or try to eat more I feel incredibly guilty & get really upset by thinking that I will get really judged if I gain more. I hate the feeling of being full too it makes me purge. I still have starvation symptoms along with no period btw. Any advice to get out of this quasi recovery??