It been now almost 20 years i am suffering of ED (anorexia, bulumia-purging.....).
I have decided to take my life back whatever anorexia thinks !
I have just started refeeding 3 days ago, and I must say it is very very very hard for me and I am always about to give up and slip back.
I you challenged ....why not me also!
Yesterday night at diner time I was so full, discomfort, bloated, nauseous, gazy...name it ...it was what I was experimenting.
Impossible to eat but if i start skipping meal it will get me no where, so I ate...few hours later i was so sick i unwillingly thow up.
I felt so bad ... physicaly and mentaly (for not having able to cope & digest this meal)
So my question is : what shall I do when I just can eat without throwing up afterwards one day for one meal ? still eat and see what ever happens ?
I am ONLY at 1300/1400 cal / day....
thanks and love !