I'm only two weeks in, but I have to make my own meal plans (I decide what food and in what amount) the day before and I have to follow them religiously. I know that my treatment team will make changes eventually, but they won't tell me about it. I'm so confused and I hate that they give me the responsibility of my own intake. I mean, that hasn't really worked out well before, which is why i'm in treatment for anorexia? They don't tell me anything, they don't have any opinions about my intake - all they care about is that I follow a plan. I just don't understand what this is supposed to lead to. I get weighed every week, but there's no talk about gaining or losing weight at the moment. I have gained quite a lot (started recovery a bit on my own before getting professional help), but my BMI indicates i'm still a little underweight. I want to follow MM but my clinic's recovery method is so rigid. I can't give in to extreme hunger if the food is not planned the day before, which is not possible.
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