So a bit different topic today... I am almost weight restored and since 1-2 weeks I think about Sex and boys again and don't know why!
I am a bit confused and feel embarrassed about myself I never had these strong thoughts the last 3 years ( during my ED ) and after my boyfriend broke up with me, 2 years ago, I was so happy to can concentratemyself more on my ED, food etc. and I the imagination of having sex or a boyfriend in the next 30000 years was HORRIBLE! But now I am sad, when I see happy couples kissing etc. and started flirting again and careing about my look and clothes !
WHAT THE HELL?! Is it a good sign?!
Please help ♥